The Inner Chaos…..I’m only talking about the chaos within my weaving tool bags and my weaving journal…nothing introspective….well maybe just a little bit. I am pretty jumbled up below the surface when it comes to my thoughts about my eventual move back to Australia. Now that I’ve let the cat out of the bag, I’m constantly being asked “when?”. I don’t know. There are so many complexities to be sorted out at this end!
But enough of that. Let’s talk about weaving and tool bags. I showed you the little box bag that I made recently in which I can carry basic sewing supplies. I love how it opens up to give me a clear view of its contents. My large tool bag often has me digging around in the dark and getting stabbed by needles until I eventually give up and tip out the contents. I don’t help matters by tossing in all kinds of random odds and ends that I pick up from the floor when I sit down to weave….the used cable tie that I am determined to pick open and re-use, the rubber band that broke and that I’ve tied into a knot, the little chunk of eraser that really is too small to be of any more use.
The long zippered tool bag was a bonus that I could make with left over fabric. It holds several of my small swords and the smaller of my pick-up sticks.


But what about the longer tools that don’t fit in the zippered bag? Well, of course, they need another bag of their own, another box-like purse, except longer. And then what about the poor old large tool bag that has served me so well all these years?

It won’t be abandoned. I finally decided to invest in a good pair of fabric scissors and a pair of pinking shears. They now live in this bag all on their own. I’ve been told that I really should learn how to do French seams rather than rely on the pinking shears and I’ll get to that one day.
And so I got down to planning a larger box-like purse. I decided to use the champagne-colored cotton thread from Guatemala. I had epi information on it from past projects. I just needed to dye some of it brown and decide on a pattern for it in supplementary weft.
Some years ago, I took paisley figures and arranged them in order to create a pattern of my own. It was a lot of drawing, sampling and modifying…a lot of work before I could start weaving. I used it once in a silk scarf project and that was the end of that for several years. I decided that it needed to be used again.

All the sketching and ideas go into my weaving book. At that early stage its all fairly neat and orderly. It’s when the time comes for number crunching that it all goes to hell…the chaos within the pages begins. I would love to be one of those people who can consistently write neatly, sketch beautifully and create art within the pages of their journals. I do keep detailed notes but they are a mess! I often need to return to them and then I might have to spend quite a bit of time deciphering just how I got from A to B. If you want to see an absolutely amazing journals (dedicated to travel), take a look at jose_naranja on Instagram…unbelievably beautiful.
Weaving cloth covers for my notebooks has made note-making so pleasurable. I just wish the insides were as pretty as the outside.
I made a little video that takes you inside…..
I’m glad that many years ago when I was making books to document all that I had learned from my various indigenous teachers, I was patient enough to write out everything neatly, make precise drawings and diagrams, illustrate with photos, as well as glue in woven samples. Some even have miniature looms complete with heddles to illustrate the warping set-up. Each of the eight books I made had some kind of weaving on its cover.
Here’s a glimpse of the inside of a couple. These have already gone to live in Australia…
The last project in my little video is the start of the long version of the box-like purse. Here it is on the loom….
After weaving the main paisley motif which sits on the curved flap of the purse, I just wove a very simple version for what will be the base…
And here it is finished. Lessons learned when I made the first box-like purse served me well. I am really pleased with it.

So now I need a bag in which to carry around all the individual tool purses…lol. Actually, my next project idea is to make a fabric case in which to store all my pattern charts. They’re currently stuffed inside a plastic box folder. The elastic straps that hold the cover in place have perished. I wonder if I could design some kind of concertina inner so that each technique has its own section. The fabric would be the outside cover. I’ve started planning the cover using the mill-spun singles wool. There’s some dyeing and sampling to do first as I’d like to use the three-color reversible pebble weave structure and need to see if the singles yarn will stand up to it.

If the singles yarn isn’t up to the task, perhaps I’ll use the plied wool yarn and cochineal that I got in the market on my birthday.
So, in conclusion, the inner chaos of my large tool bag has been sorted. While I accept that the inner chaos of my weaving notebooks will never be, perhaps my chaotically-arranged pattern charts will get categorized according to structure inside a new case with handwoven cover.
Until next time…..











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I loved your little video, and it was very special to hear your voice again. It’s been 10 years since we met at the ANWG conference in Bellingham. 10 years! Wow!
By: Cindy on September 1, 2023
at 2:11 am
Hi Cindy. Ten years, yes, wow! And if course I remember you coming to me and showing the bag of indigo-dyed cotton that you’d just bought from the Mayan Hands stand. Then I had to go get some too only to find that they only had the champagne color left. So you had the idea of splitting your bag of indigo with my bag of champagne so that we both had some of each color. So generous of you! Have you done anything with yours?
By: lavernewaddington on September 1, 2023
at 2:31 am
Oh boy. Um, no. I’ve planned a lot of projects with it, but it hasn’t gotten on the loom yet. I’m embarrassed. Ten years, Yicks!
Ok, next year I will use it! Or I should send it to you!
By: Cindy on September 1, 2023
at 2:40 am
Thanks for the video. I admire your journaling skills. I have tried to keep journals, but I never keep up with it.
Your latest box is fabulous. I love the colors in it. You are so productive in your weaving. You seem to get an idea and just put it into action. I have so many different fiber interests that I am always all over the place.
By: tscweaves on September 1, 2023
at 2:11 pm
Thank you. Well, to be honest, it isn’t really a journal. It’s just a notebook for planning projects. I’ve also tried in the past to keep true journals but end up skipping long periods and eventually giving up. I really admire those who have the discipline to consistently write in theirs.
By: lavernewaddington on September 29, 2023
at 10:58 am
Thank you for that little video….what an inspiration and delight to travel with you through your weaving journal. So many astute observations and much careful sketching & number crunching are necessary to the creation process and there it all is, where you can use it for future projects. It hardly seems chaotic to me! I constantly chase down scraps of paper with numbers and measurements on them to avoid doing the work of weighing , estimating & planning more than once… high time to keep it all contained with pockets between the pages as you do! I can only imagine how unsettling it must be to have half your studio already moved, as you savor the winter edging onto spring, knowing that somehow, sometime, you will be ready to move into your next life on the other side of the planet. Perhaps you might become a bird that migrates with the seasons to savor what you love about both unique places….
By: lausanneha on September 3, 2023
at 1:42 pm
I always love receiving your thoughtful comments, Lausanne. Thank you so much. I did at one point think it would be nice to set myself up to spend time in both countries but I have other ideas now about spending time in SE Asia with backstrap loom weavers.
By: lavernewaddington on September 29, 2023
at 10:54 am
What a beautiful journey, while preparing to take a beautiful journey . . .
By: Kelli Page on September 13, 2023
at 10:21 am
Thank you, Kelli! ❤️ 💜
By: lavernewaddington on September 29, 2023
at 10:48 am
These are so beautiful.
By: Berna on September 21, 2023
at 12:18 am
Thank you, Berna.
By: lavernewaddington on September 29, 2023
at 10:48 am